Thursday, September 28, 2006
Title: Down
I didnt have any intentions of posting this entry but something happened just last night so i though i should penned it down on my blog.. Sometimes, I just wonder whether the problem lies with me or what? Its been so long more than 2 years and i should have learnt from that painful lesson and wise enough not to repeat the same mistakes again.. Alas, it was not meant to be.. I did the same thing and the consequences are unbearable.. Its painful and depressing but I can only blame it upon myself and no one else.. I recall something similiar happened back then and after the initial rocky patches, it was all systems go from then on.. I just wish that this will be the case and i'm not going to sit down and do nothing and wait for miracles to happen..
I'm determined and focus about doing the best that i can and making sure every ounce of my energy will be channelled towards achieving this goal..
Whatever happened had been done and dusted.. I cant possibly go back in time to correct but i know that this will spur me on to do even better so that nobody's disappointed with anything.. I just hope that at least i'm given this opportunity to do so.. if not i will never forgive myself..
*sighz*
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