Friday, September 01, 2006
Title: Decisions
Its been almost a month since i started my University education and i must say its a refreshing experience as compared to my NS life and my JC days if i could still remembered.. Definitely its not easy adjusting to the rigours of studying and juggling it with other activities like soccer, mahjong and supper.. You have to be disciplined to do your revision and readings before and after lectures and of course you must at least attempt your tutorial questions.. I just had my first presentation on a case study regarding Giordano International.. Its a marketing presentation and it was tough coming together to discuss and brainstorm our ideas and put it in presentable format.. It was fun though as i get to know my classmates better and we can joke around but we know that we have to get it done and since we are the first group to present, we've got nothing to lose..
That's about my studies, now for my entertainment in hall.. I was involved in Inter-block games (IBG) and played a lot of games eg. soccer, galaga (street soccer), floorball, billiards and sepak takraw.. It was fun and tiring too.. Besides that, we have our mid-night activities as well.. Mahjong and supper are the main highlights and we stayed up whole night playing till 7am the latest.. Supper gatherings are inpromptu because the seniors will be asking us whether we want it and normally we obliged, Mac's orders do happen also and we had a hard time trying to tell the operator our address but thankfully, we did have our Mac for supper.. *grinz* It's a good place to hone my culinary skills as i get to cook some delicious dishes like, spaghetti, noodles, soups and just last night harsh browns.. What an experience..
After the studies and the entertainment, its about something else which unknowingly has become part of my thoughts since I came here.. 1 month on and i'm still confused about the way things are turning to be.. I thought i have found my way and going on to better things but apparantly it was not meant to be.. I'm lost and i do not have a headway at all, i blog that i'm at a crossroad not knowing what to do, i guess i'm still at the very spot thinking about what to do.. But this time round, there are no influences at all to sway me to whatever direction it was meant to be.. I'm clueless about what's the best solution out of this.. Or maybe there isn't a solution at all or perhaps I already knew but I'm not doing so.. One thing for sure, upon hearing that piece of news, i think it may have a significant impact on the current situation.. Like it a not, its going to happen and i cannot do anything about it.. As much as i wish it will not materialise, i guess i have to see how i can improve on it..
It seems to me that this has been the case for the past 2 years and there isn't any improvements at all, does the problem lie with me?? Seriously i have no clue about that and i think i never will.. The only way is to go forward and hopefully, just maybe things will be different..
Life is about ups and downs but its the experience that matters..
Life is full of surprises but we are always not contented..
Life's short so enjoy while it lasts..
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