Saturday, August 12, 2006
Title: Strange feelings
Sometimes people just wonder why things turn out to be this manner.. But actually there's always a reason for everything as in that's what I always believed in.. This was made known to me way back when i was in my JC days, that for everything there's a reason to it.. Recently, i am beginning to have second thoughts to that quotation from that someone.. Its been 2 weeks since i started school as in FOC and 1st week of proper studying.. I'm slowly gelling into it but as usual when you are slowly getting into something, things may not turn out the way you want it to be.. That's the irony of human beings, i have this previous entry talking about preventing the what IFs, but actually we are doing the exact opposite of it.. This can applied to the current situation, everybody is hoping for a perfect setting or ending but we know that there isn't something on this planet that's perfect.. but i would say that to aim for it is already an achievement..
Something changes for the sake of changing or is it because the society deem it to be changed?? There's always a reason to the changes of the current situation but more than often, we overlook it and just take it for granted.. But when it really sinks into our minds then slowly we realise that things do not change just because the society changes or its time to have a new look but its for other reasons.. As i was saying, after 2 weeks in school things are not turning out the way i want it and it changes just like that.. I thought i have an answer for that but apparantly i do not have.. thats why i am beginning to question the statement - there's a reason for everything that changes..
Actually i was thinking there is an answer but i have not found it or its not meant to be found.. Why do i say so?? Its still early so i may be wrong to determine there isn't a solution to it.. I may be a little too impatient about this.. As for it may not meant to be found, i guess if there's really a reason to the change and it is delibrately hidden away, it must be done in this manner for a reason and its good not to know it because sometimes the truth always hurt..
As for now, i am confused to why things turn out like this in just 2 weeks.. The rest i cant be bothered to waste my brain cells pondering..
*sighz*
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