Friday, February 03, 2006
Title: Sick!!
Its going to be over soon, and i mean Chinese New Year even though you celebrate 15 days of the lunar new year but its ending soon. This year my collection of 'ang pows' was satisfactory but could have been better. I realised that if you are going overseas for studies, you tend to get bigger 'ang pows' this was the case for my sister who is leaving for Sydney in 1 week's time to obtain her degree. because of this, my relatives have been giving her big 'ang pows'. Actually i'm not jealous at all, cause i know this amount will help her alot. I'm happy that finally she's getting her degree which will boost her chances of getting a better paid job here or abroad.
I've been playing mahjong since 27 Jan, that was Chinese New Year eve eve. Even though it was just a small session, i've been winning since then, quite proud of myself actually. I guess this is the only chance to play contiunously for such a long period because its CNY so everybody is in the mood of playing and gambling. I managed to catch the movie, 'Fearless' by Jet Li. Supposedly, this is his last martial arts film and it was a spectacle. Simply brilliant, the plot and story was very meaningful. I will definitely recommend it to my friends and anybody who happened to come across my blog.
Due to the prolonged hours of sitting down and exercising your hands while playing mahjong, my flu is back!! I developed a fever 2 days ago while i was in camp and about to go home. Luckily, my medicine was still around for comsumption. Coughing, headache, fever and runny nose, that's what i've been through these past few days. Hopefully, it will go away and i'm back to my usual self again.
Over this Chinese New Year period, something did also happen. Its about something which i've been trying to find a solution to it. I thought i've finally found an answer and with a blink of the eye, its all over. My hopes are dashed and i'm back to square one again. The past was forgotten and i was ready to move on and begin a new chapter but just as it seems it is going to be a happy ending, it turns out otherwise and gone like the wind. I didn't expect things to turn out in this manner or rather as bad as it is now. I've put in time and effort to make sure i leave my past behind and carry on so it came as a blow to me also. Even though its not that serious as the previous but it still hurts. Now its over, i'm lost again. I need directions but there isn't anyone to guide me along. There's a saying in chinese, 'we are from different worlds'. I do not agree with this statement at all because i believe that unless you give it a try, you never know what's going to happen. It something that i've mentioned before,
The future is imaginary... ...
That's all... ...
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