Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Title: Home!
After finishing my work, I am back at home now, writing my blog now. Those who have read my blog, you would have noticed that my tag board is gone, reason very simple - it was being mis-used by others. I do not wish to see any vulgarities being smeared across my blog so vividly for my friends to see it. That's the reason why i deleted away the tag board to save trouble and my reputation also.
These few days busy with my shooting and some administrative work to being done back in camp. The wedding went smoothly and everyone of us had a great time doing the swordbearers for my Boss. I am glad that as an NSF, i get to experience something that i would never possibly come across in my life. Before this, i did not even attend a wedding dinner which is a military style, let alone participate in it so it was a rewarding experience for me. All the rehearsals and practices turn out to be useful on the actual day.
Yesterday, i went to have dinner with Alex at Compass Point, i managed to convince him to come over to my side here, *laughz* I am the only one eating because his mum has cooked his share so he just had some drinks and finger foods. We went to MOS Burger for the chit-chat session, i managed to get some updates from him and he finally understands the whole picture of what actually happened to me these past 18months. Not many of my friends know exactly what happened and the things i have done and the outcomes so i told him everything. The funny thing is that as i was telling him about it, my heart did not feel a tweak at all - a sharp pain in my heart. A sign of things to come? Maybe yes maybe no, I do not have the answers. I don't think there will ever be answers to all the questions in my mind.
Time flies, 18 months have passed just like that, nothing extravagant about it. It just went about as the way it is. Slowly but surely, things have moved on for the better. It's just like a sleep, you slip into dreamland and before you know it, you are awake and ready for the day ahead. It started and it ended. I believe that if there's a beginning there's always a ending to it, if not there will never be a tomorrow to look forward to. Memories are just bookmarks in your life, just like the bookmarks in your storeybooks you read in. Once you have finished the book, do you take out the bookmarks for another book or do you have new bookmarks so that you will not touch the ones already marked out in the book you have just finished. If you done the latter, you have to manage alot of bookmarks, alot of memories. Something you cannot handle it all the time. If you have the done the opposite, taking out the bookmarks for another book then, that's the way it should go. Right now, i think i have not started reading another book because there isn't one at all.
*Cheers*
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