Sunday, September 25, 2005
Title: Sianzzzz...
Haiz.. sighz~ what a way to start my blog.. on a moody mode.. wednesday didnt go to work.. my eye was painful again.. dunno whats wrong.. izzit my eyes got a prob?? or my contact lens cannot make it.. i also dunno.. thinkin of wearing specs again.. back to secondary sch days... then my contact lens will be dailies.. like that i suppose i can save a lot of money... if i need to wear my contacts then i use it.. if not i use the current bi-weekly lens.. waste $$.. because i have to make full use of the 2 weeks period.. if not 2 weeks later must throw it away... of course i can extend the period.. but... this is what will become of me.. eyes getting red ocassionally.. have to spend $$ to see doc to get eye drops.. haiz.. i also dunno.. frenz are advising me to go for 'Lasik' operation.. but i dun think its worth it.. 3000++ per eye... and it is not 100% success.. taking into consideration.. my degree is well over 1000.. i need to wear specs after the op because it will only reduce til about 100+.. so waste $$.. what if the op. fail?? that's even worse... so think think better not la.. live with my specs lor.. what to do.. never take care of them when i was younger.. haiz..
Yesterday as in Friday.. met up with Alex, Bert and Ching hei... 4 persons.. so i think u know the ans.. haha.. Mahjong session at Bert's hse.. i was thinkin what to do.. because its a friday so asking them out lor.. ended up playing mahjong lor.. very tired also.. previous day was out till quite late.. after 1 round, decided to stop and go for supper instead.. went over to Feran's place there for supper.. Bert was saying the prata there not bad.. most importantly.. their service is much better.. haha.. looking through the menu.. decided to eat pizza murtabak.. in the end the guy said no more liao.. pengz!! so no cravings for others decided a cup of my fav. 'teh-o' would suffice.. they were eating so happily.. haha.. after which send Alex home.. and its home sweet home!!
Today went to ICA building to extend my passport.. because i'm going for my trip.. and i think my passport expired ages ago.. went down damn early because i know there will be a lot of people.. to my surprise... its not just a lot of people going there.. its really a lot.. haha.. everyone who gets out of the station and heading towards ICA will be going into the building.. its true.. the influx of people going into the building was alarming.. i got my quene no. 7108.. and they were serving only 7060++.. i was thinking.. oh my gosh.. its going to take an hour at least or more to be my turn.. i was very tired.. luckily.. the numbers were jumping very fast.. half an hour it took for me to wait.. and my transaction was only less than 10mins.. haha.. what a joke.. never mind la.. need to get it done asap.. before the tickets sold out.. then big prob liao.. after which i was meeting my Boss at the place there to pass him some stuff and i need to collect something from him also.. we arranged 10 til 1015.. i finished around 10 so it was just nice.. in the end he came only around 11 like that.. diaoz~ late.. haha.. after taking the things from him.. and a short conversation.. i went back to do my bank book.. Mum has been chasing me to do it since last month i think.. haha... After which had my lunch.. and its time to zzz.. cant stand it le.. really need to catch some sleep..
I had a great dinner.. went to eat curry fishhead with Weiming at Hougang.. simply fabulous.. haha.. fulling and nice... Just finished watching Arsenal's game.. disappointing is the word to use.. without Henry.. their attacj is toothless.. without goals.. u will never win games.. and their defence isn't that stable.. haiz.. what has happen to them?? i also dunno.. hopefully they will find their rhythm again and produced some attacking football which will delight everybody.. haha..
I'm home right now.. haha.. sis was asking why i never go out.. haiz.. if i'm out they will question me.. if i stay at home.. they ask questions too.. what should i do?? Raymond was asking me to go Mdm Wong's today because some party there going on.. so the age limit was 18.. but i wasn't interested... i was keen or something else.. but all not available.. busy with their work.. no choice decided to stay at home and save $$ haha.. then thought i could meet Shihao and Ong to watch movie.. in the end.. waited until too tired and lazy to leave the house le.. haiz.. whats wrong with me?? everytime i'm alone.. nothing to do.. example right now.. staying at home.. some thoughts just flow into my mind.. thinking of something, someone, somewhere out there.. sometimes i'm searching for myself.. whats the true self of me?? i also dunno.. sometimes i thought i found it.. and living with it.. but after a while.. it turns out opposite.. the truth lies within myself actually.. you actually know it subconsciously.. but just that you cant have a clearer picture of it.. so you cant find it.. you cant see it.. I hold the key to the answer.. yet i am searching for it.. what a irony.. let just hope that things will only get better.. what are my troubles compared to those who lost everything.. in New Orleans... and now Texas with Hurricane Rita ripping through.. its nothing compared to their troubles.. so i should not sulk for long..
These 2 years in army.. learnt a lot.. leadership.. social skills.. organization structure.. everything.. but if given a choice.. i would rather forgo all these in exchange of something, someone, somewhere out there... i used to say this.. Life's short.. live it to the fullest!! i should be the guardian of this statement.. but i'm not doing it.. well.. i shall just stop here... or actually there's never an ending.. your frenz will keep telling you.. close a chapter before you begin another one.. in the 1st place.. do you think this is a chapter which you can just close it?? or this is soemething else?? ask yourself this question before you close this 'chapter'
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